My Own Special Hell

from crybaby by Real Bad

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lyrics

two times i forgot this round
open up i’m gonna put this one down
it’s better off if i stay this way
i’m feeling better almost every day

i’ve had enough
i can’t live this down
someone hates me
cause you’re still around

sometimes i choke
i can’t swallow my spit
i can’t tell if i’m just sick
or i don’t give a shit

when this one ends
it won’t end well
we’ll put each other
through some hell

you’re not gonna know it
i’m not gonna show it
but we’ll know each other well
oh well

sometimes i set myself straight
most of the time i’m consumed by hate
today is one of those days
i wish it wasn’t
cause i feel like i can’t deal with it

cause when i show it
i show it well
this is my own special hell

you’re not gonna know it
i promise i’ll show it
cause we know each other well

cause when i show it
i show it well
this is my own special hell

you’re not gonna know it
i promise i’ll show it
cause we know each other well
oh well

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from crybaby, released March 3, 2023
Written by Sean Graham. Arranged by Real Bad.

Produced, Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Sam Hammond at Sonic Bloom.

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