1. |
When I'm Home
02:31
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it’s just another complication
like an older bag of bones
i’ll stumble down the sidewalk
i’m ok i’ll call her when i’m home
you know i’m waiting around
till she wakes up
and tells me to hit the road
and now i drink too much
and i’m acting like
i’m just twenty years old
i took my life tonight
and i put it in the palm of my hand
and now i’m on my knees
and it’s my fault cause now i just depend
on anything to take me out of this place
when i’m not ok
and if it takes my heart it’s ok
it was never beating anyway
sometimes i’m all right
sometimes i’m up all night
bark! bark! bark! bark!
i took my life tonight
and i put it in the palm of my hand
and now i’m on my knees
and it’s my fault cause now i just depend
on anything to take me out of this place
when i’m not ok
and if it takes my heart it’s ok
it was never beating anyway
never beating anyway
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2. |
Wait for the Grave
02:33
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why can’t i wait
wait for the grave
i’m stuck inside this hollow hell
and now i’m ready for an out
just wait
wait for the break
these arms are not just getting old
these thoughts are just like pigeon holes
i’m late
late once again
and now i’m stuck on shoulder blades
on broken backs i’m sure i made
these shades are getting way too dark
to save me today
waking up today
this really wasn’t my plan a
i think this never goes my way
i know
just what to say
these shadows never go away
they hold my hand
they’ll never stay away
late once again
and now i’m stuck on shoulder blades
on broken backs i’m sure i made
these shades are getting way too dark
to save me
this really wasn’t my fuckin plan a
and everyone who looks at me
they’ll say
just wait
wait for the grave
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3. |
Better Times
03:19
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i don’t want to wait
for the end to come these days
every christmas i spend alone
and every birthday reminds me of home
of better times in all the wrong places
so i don’t want to stay at home
but i don’t want to be alone
i think there’s something wrong with you
no matter what you’ve been through
i think i missed my chance
at a thing called happiness
i’ll go along with you
no matter what you’ve been through
and i don’t want to wait
for the end to come these days
for all the times in all the wrong places
and i don’t want to wait
for the end to come these days
and every birthday reminds me of home
one day i might feel better
i won’t hold my breath
my lungs are filled with water
and i can’t seem to wait
until i find myself alone
i did this to myself
every step i took my whole life
led me on a path
to this moment in time
right now
so i don’t want to stay at home
but i don’t want to be alone
i think there’s something wrong with you
no matter what you’ve been through
i think i missed my chance
at a thing called happiness
i’ll go along with you
no matter what you’ve been through
and i don’t want to wait
for the end to come these days
for all the times in all the wrong places
and i don’t want to wait
for the end to come these days
for all the times in all the wrong places
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4. |
My Own Special Hell
02:32
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two times i forgot this round
open up i’m gonna put this one down
it’s better off if i stay this way
i’m feeling better almost every day
i’ve had enough
i can’t live this down
someone hates me
cause you’re still around
sometimes i choke
i can’t swallow my spit
i can’t tell if i’m just sick
or i don’t give a shit
when this one ends
it won’t end well
we’ll put each other
through some hell
you’re not gonna know it
i’m not gonna show it
but we’ll know each other well
oh well
sometimes i set myself straight
most of the time i’m consumed by hate
today is one of those days
i wish it wasn’t
cause i feel like i can’t deal with it
cause when i show it
i show it well
this is my own special hell
you’re not gonna know it
i promise i’ll show it
cause we know each other well
cause when i show it
i show it well
this is my own special hell
you’re not gonna know it
i promise i’ll show it
cause we know each other well
oh well
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5. |
That's Okay
03:10
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soft and final
i can’t get this wrong
all the times you
looked at me for fun
i can make up
a smile it’s not real
can you make up
the one time that you felt bad
cause it’s a struggle
to feel like a real person sometimes
can you come back
cause it’s a different situation now
cause i feel like an ant
on a mole hill out of place
the world’s bigger than me
and i lost my way
i can’t make this up
growing up in the worst time
i can’t make this up
growing up but that’s ok
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